Home

 

 

 

I want to go home

Where the pain will end

No more fake smiles

Or play, let's pretend

I want to go back

To when it all began

Erase that blueprint

And make a new plan

I want happiness

And a best friend too

I'd never feel alone

I'd always have you

A house with laughter

And so full of life

Married to a man

Who adored his wife

Our perfect children

Who would never leave

Or love someone else

And cause me to greive

Family reunions

With my sister and brother

And fond memories

Cause we love each other

This life isn't mine

And never will be

I want to go home

Will you go with me

 

©S. Austin Vincoski

My Pilot

 

(For my brother)

 

Those familiar white lines

As if drawn across the sky

Is one of them yours today

So silently you passed by

 

Taking everyone everywhere

Has it ever crossed your mind

I'm the one that loved you most

I'm the one that you left behind

 

I pray the angels fly with you

And keep you safe day and night

Someday I'll leave this earth behind

I'll be with you then in flight

 

©S. Austin Vincoski

Agony

 

There are no simple words

To describe how I feel

And no true emotions

That decipher what is real

As always I am searching

For what I'll never find

Perhaps it is tomorrow

Or something left behind

I retraced every mile

But ended up so far away

I'm cursed for who I am

This is the price I pay

It never made any sense

I don't have a reason why

No heart is left to ache

Or tears left to cry

The screams that I hear

And faces that I see

It's not a nightmare

It dwells inside of me

In my own insane world

Where this agony is fed

I'll survive my existance

And exist until I'm dead

 

©S. Austin Vincoski

Kat

 

(I miss you my friend)

 

I hated you on the day you died

For months on end I had cried

Because I loved you so much my friend

And I wasn't there for you in the end

How you hurt when you tied that noose

But I'd have been there to cut it loose

Ironic now as the years passed by

I wear your shoes with a noose to tie

I feel what you had felt that day

This pain so deep, wont go away

I understand, death set you free

Please wait on the other side for me

 

©S. Austin Vincoski