I'm half alive and yet I'm half dead
No consciousness lurks inside my head
These eyes lack any vision or clarity
These ears hear silence engulfing me
Body movements are now automated
No suicidal thoughts left contemplated
All my life force and free will disposed
No pleasure or painful emotions imposed
Awake and asleep exist one in the same
Identity absent, I will respond to a name
Ethics won't allow you to lock me away
So locked up inside myself I must stay
©S. Austin Vincoski
Friday, March 10, 2017
Weeds
My garden has many weeds
It's the one thing I can grow
Yes, I blame myself for this
You only reap what you sow
I didn't say that I didn't try
Giving what I had every day
The rest fell from my hand
Then planted where it may
Underground roots run deep
It's memories make me bleed
For I could not distinguish
A lovely flower or evil weed
©S. Austin Vincoski
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