Thursday, October 27, 2016

Prisoner

I felt your knife twist in my spine
As all the blame and fault were mine
Circumstance was a dead end road
I learned then to carry the load
 
The tears, the scars, the bloody stain
What is life to endure such pain
 
The shackles I wore for many a year
Controlled me by instilling fear
Accusations, invented, compiled
Yet I loved you whenever you smiled
 
The tears, the scars, the bloody stain
What is life to endure such pain
 
Inside my own body so long ago dead
A thought flashes, why haven't I fled
The whip cracks and I move for you
Another welt, theres more to do
 
The tears, the scars, the bloody stain
What is life to endure such pain
 
Deceive my mind, splinter each bone
Nothings left to call my own
Blinded by abuse, I cannot see
I don't know what you did with me
 
The tears, the scars, the bloody stain
What is life to endure such pain
 
( For all the victims of domestic abuse )
 
©S. Austin Vincoski

Threads

I can't repair my shredded dream
 
Yet I'm woven into it's ragged seam
 
Those I love, those I've known
 
Into the fabric each was sewn
 
Miles, no bonds, a bare thread
 
Entangle now memories I dread
 
Each remained, but for their season
 
Each departed without any reason
 
Cut it loose, fall where they may
 
Burn the cloth of my yesterday
 
To dull to believe it would end
 
I denied reality and chose pretend
 
©S Austin Vincoski