Friday, May 13, 2016

You Knew

 
We sailed Queen Elizabeth to leave England behind
After mother died, we had never crossed their mind
 
I went to Francis Parker School number twenty three
For six and a half years it both taught and tortured me
 
I lived in a cement house at twenty eight Harper street
All the neighbor's admitted they had heard us get beat
 
In the trunk of his Ford, my Dad's gold Gran Torino
Was my life packed in a box and no where for us to go
 
We drove to Helen's house one stormy Christmas Eve
But she said we ruined their plans and told us to leave
 
A orange pillow and yellow blanket, Stop-N-Save sold
Without any heat or beds, that floor was freezing cold
 
She ran to the Drop In Center to get us some spaghetti
My sister with her bowl were late. They ate it already
 
We lived at the Flamingo Motel with a swimming pool
It was really lonely there and I didn't ever go to school
 
My brother was in the Army. He came to visit at last
He took me to Hamot Hospital to get my leg in a cast
 
I asked Gary if I was his girlfriend, but he said "maybe"
Then I went to Gullifer's foster home to have my baby
 
You called me a liar and guilt buried the truth for you
Yet I had survived it knowing all along that you knew
 
©S. Austin Vincoski
 


It Was Never About:

 
It was never about the
 
Ugly words I left on a page
 
It was never about the
 
Insane, chaos of our age
 
It was never about the
 
Reasons for inflicted pains
 
It was never about the
 
Who cowers or who reigns
 
It was never about the
 
Being the bad seed sown
 
It was never about the
 
Repeating it when grown
 
It was never about the
 
Severing the family tree
 
It was never about the
 
Curse it has come to be
 
It was never about the
 
Rotten deeds been done
 
It was never about the
 
Feeling your the only one
 
It was never about the
 
Distance that you chose
 
It was never about the
 
Choice to be one of those
 
It was never about the
 
Cheating, deceit and lies
 
It was never about the
 
Unsaid hello's or goodbyes
 
But it was all about the
 
Loving you, but only to learn
 
What I've written is true
 
I'll never be loved in return
 
©S. Austin Vincoski