Agony

 

There are no simple words

To describe how I feel

And no true emotions

That decipher what is real

As always I am searching

For what I'll never find

Perhaps it is tomorrow

Or something left behind

I retraced every mile

But ended up so far away

I'm cursed for who I am

This is the price I pay

It never made any sense

I don't have a reason why

No heart is left to ache

Or tears left to cry

The screams that I hear

And faces that I see

It's not a nightmare

It dwells inside of me

In my own insane world

Where this agony is fed

I'll survive my existance

And exist until I'm dead

 

©S. Austin Vincoski